Vexation lyrics

With displeasure I appease you just to follow your lead
I'm disgusted by my actions almost every day and I don't need you
You can finally erase all the memories that you have and all the good times you saved
They mean nothing to me at all

Bet you bite your tongue

I never f*cking asked for this and you can take it all back with you
You can face this all alone if it's what you want
I can't believe I've never seen this as it is
Are we just a blur?
You just cut, cut, cut, cut me up 'cause it feels so good
It's impressively saddening

And I'vе seen pain breed
With all those I've come to need

I can't keep acting likе I'm just a person that doesn't feel defeat
I compare myself with everything else instead
It's as pathetic as it feels yet I continue to just embrace
I forget how to forget as I waste my days
Its such a f*cking nuisance

And I'm so complacently defenseless to my own hate
It breaks and it throws away
It bludgeons the faith encased
I can't pretend to save what's left if there's anything
It's all just a f*cking shame
There's only disappointment for all those that have ever entrusted me
And I fear (And I fear)
That the blight has engulfed my frame (Frame)
Will I steer from the vices that resonate?
I am far from perfection
I guess I never gave a f*ck
And I won't begin to now
No