Heartbroken Teenager lyrics

I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close
Not even a little bit
Not even at all

We had our ups and our downs
But now you're just never around
Without you I never feel safer
’cause I'm a heartbroken teenager
I loved you with all of my heart
But then everything fell apart
Without you I never feel safer
'cause I'm a heartbroken teenager

We had our ups and our downs
But now you're just never around
Without you I never feel safer
'cause I'm a heartbroken teenager
I loved you with all of my heart
But then everything fell apart
Without you I never feel safer
'cause I’m a heartbroken teenager
What happened with you
What happened with us
It seems like now you don’t give a f*ck
What happened to forever together my love
I can feel myself drifting to heaven above
'cause when you left I was lost with words
You’re feelings were fading
My heart was in hurts

You said you feel worthless
You said you feel stessed
I tried talking to you
But you said I can't help
When you told me that sh*t
I felt like I died
'cause I was you're rider
Always by your side
But now that you’re gone
I'm still confused why
But I don't mean to sh*t
My god, tears I hope they cry

You were like the same dog to my lead
Without your here I don't really eat
I'm losing myself and I'm losing some sleep
I'm dying and dying till my wrists can cut deep
Man I'm done with this sh*t
I'm done with the pain
I feel your heart fading away from my brain
I already feel like I'm going insane
I am never the same whenever I hear your name
Oh sh*t happens in life
All I feel is the tip of a knife
I'm not even mad
Won't say f*ck you
'cause girl in the end
I still love you

We had our ups and our downs
But now you're just never around
Without you I never feel safer
'cause I'm a heartbroken teenager
I loved you with all of my heart
But then everything fell apart
Without you I never feel safer
'cause I'm a heartbroken teenager

You don't understand
You really a blessing
My love for you is too much of a session
I gave you all of my heart and attention
But now I'm back on my f*cking depression
Yea I get that sh*t happens
I am very sorry for all of my actions
I wanted to give you all of the passion
But I f*cked things up
Because of my actions
I wanna go back
To when things were alright
Not crying in pain to you every night
I miss seeing your name on my phone
Without you here
I am truely alone
I miss walking you home
It's harder to focus when your internet is on
I miss hearing your voice on facetime
I miss the feeling of you of being mine
I don't even know what I want to feel
All I know I know is that what had was real
I would do anything for you to be here
My heart will never and ever will heal
I get that sh*t's tough
I guess you are crazy when you are in love
You're already happy
You're already calm
But just understand that I will never move on

We had our ups and our downs
But now you're just never around
Without you I never feel safer
'cause I'm a heartbroken teenager
I loved you with all of my heart
But then everything fell apart
Without you I never feel safer
'cause I'm a heartbroken teenager