Arami pt. 2 lyrics

[Intro]
I'm buildin' up my walls now, I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home
(x2)
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I'm tryna be a better person, I've been working hard
It's hard to be my better version with a broken heart
I want to spend my life with you, but I'm too scared to start
'Cause every time I take that step it all just falls apart

[Verse 2]
Wanna give you my love and just give you my heart, but I'm scared you're gonna smash that sh*t
Girl, I'm so in love with you, wanna know how you feel, but I'm never gon' ask that sh*t
'Cause I'm afraid that you don't feel the same and I know if you don't it's gon' trash my sh*t
Never numb to the pain, I still feel everything and girl my heart's at risk

[Verse 3]
I know sometimes I let my feel come first and cut you off
I know you don't deserve all that, but I scared of love
I'm on the edge, I'm living fast 'cause I done had enough
Of all these sleepless nights at home healing my pain with drugs
[Verse 4]
I'm tryna listen to my heart, it says that you're the one
But I've been broke so many times, I don't trust anyone
I wish that I could take back all the trauma and damage done
'Cause anytime I love somebody I just dip and run

[Chorus]
I'm buildin' up my walls now, I'm so scared I'll fall down
I'm so scared of pain so I just push away you all now
I don't want to die alone, lately with this path I'm on
I don't think I'll ever have somebody that can guide me home
(x2)
Yeah, eh

[Outro]
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