Cut Smile lyrics

Inside with the helpless feelings
I'm tired of facing the same villain
Rather see the fake smiles than the ghost on my f*cking ceiling
Ain't the first known the last to be given this feeling

Six years old, I see them come and go
No bast*rd on my soul, at least not anymore
I need more than just a couple hoes up on the road
I need space for whatever pops is looking for
Mama always been my inspiration
Papa got his demons that he's still f*cking facin'
Ain't no two-faced silent talking in no lacin'
pus*y drippin' and tummy yummy, chain in veins it's gonna waste him
Regret have the sh*t when the dirt cave in
Same sh*t that killin' be the same sh*t that save him

Im just talkin' like I never got to do
Who is you? Stuck-up nobody, being who you chose
You not me, I ain't you
I just sit back and count the blessings like they overdue
Unlike you I ain't ever diamonds in my baby, fool
Long nights helped me praying for them cartoons
Twenty-three, the kid in me flexing when he's tryna move
I still wonder, what the f*ck I'm tryna do