Abyss lyrics
by ImDontai
[Verse]
Stuck in a loop in cycled depression, feel my body stressing
I can't sleep if I wake up from message of the movement of my lady
Feel my energy is fading, feel my soul crying
Yet I'm still trying, I am not dying
Death kill, murder self from a voice that's
Up in my head, feel like I'm stuck in abyss
Miss when I was just a kid, nah, I was the same then, thinking same sin
Love my momma, but I'm barely home 'cause it bring up the same sh*t
Feeling worthless, feeling trash because her man was on my ass
And made me feel like I wasn't sh*t when I was really just a kid
Constantly said I wouldn't make it in this world 'cause I'm so forgetful
Guess I'm better dead because my mental
Funny thing is, nothing changed
I'm still forgetting everything but, n*gga, look how far I came
And I ain't kill myself
No, I ain't kill myself