Hit by a Bus lyrics

[Intro]
I used to pray to God every night
Hoping that I'd wake up crazy
'Cause life was too simple and easy to live
And I wanted chaos to save me

[Verse 1]
I used to pray for a messed up turn of events that would leave me hopeless
What I didn't know then I know now
[?] and helped me to write this down

[Outro]
Going through life, hoping to die
Hoping that if I looked to the sky
That I might get hit by a bus and die
Or at least get hit by a truck full of creation
Get hit by a truck full of inspiration

[Instrumental]