Shatter lyrics

I was under the weather
And outwitted a drought
The rain fell
It was better to drown in it
Nihilism and cynical talk
Living in doubt
But doubt didn't amount to sh*t
Did it?
Put the pole to your chest
Like I'm jousting
Put a rumour to rest
You getting ousted
Stand back
Or let it connect
I've got a mouth full of blood
And a head of regret
You wanna

Leave me shattered
(My broken pieces on the floor)
Even after
(An image I could not restore)
Thoughts so scattered
I can't collect myself
But does it evеn matter?
(I can't live like this anymorе)
I'm falling apart at the seams
As you pull on my strings
As you take everything I know
Try to turn it all against me
But your promises are empty
So now I'm over lamenting
All the scars I show

Leave me shattered
Even after
Thoughts so scattered
I can't collect myself
But does it even matter?

When you left me
I just couldn't shake the memory of you, no
Unrelenting
I've held on too long
I need to let this go
Move on
I was wrong but still
You played your f*cking part
I played along
Now I'm gone
You never finish what you start