Deathbed lyrics

On my grind from 14 to age 29
Had to stop cuz the cops put it on my mind
Good weed, best pills had the city flyin
1 for 19.99 , 2 for 25

Pull up on my clientele keep my sh*t in drive
Same number it's a wonder that I'm still alive
Every day I pass by where my n*gga died
And get to thinkin bout what's happenin on the other side

Or is it even real God I'm dyin to know
Will I go to hell cuz I slide for the bros?
I made it outta hell, took some L's and I'm still me
But now they sayin it's the germs that's gone kill me

I woke up from my suicide attempt, staring down the barrel of my future as a black man

If еvery piece of pain was a snowflakе on my brain I'd be crushed by a mothaf*ckin avalanche
(I'm saying)
Dropped out the pus*y drippin slime on the doctor coat
Thought my pop was gone be here - f*ck it though we got to go
Breastfeed me mama! Hurry up, I need my brain to grow
I'm not cryin cuz I'm weak, one day ima stang a ho
I was listening while I was in there- I know we po
I can check em if they disrespect you wit that okey doke
Pathway to riches gone be lit
By the bridges I done burned- cuz people ain't sh*t!

Run a check up wit some fear!
f*ck you tombout love?!
You can cuff these hoes n*gga just don't cuff the plug
I control the cowards cuz they put they faith in drugs
Can't function right without it, peeping sh*t that's what I love

A extra special shout out to the people i done helped
Who won't say nothin cuz they want folk to think they did it they self
I showed you the playbook but you slept
Thought it was a game til the finals came, you got swept
Yo secret was kept but now you

Shout out to the people who will not say nothin nice bout me til I pass to the next life
b*tch I hope you die at my funeral (x2)
Shout out to the folk who don't f*ck wit me when I pass they gone mention my name for some attention
b*tch I Hope you die at my funeral (x2)