In my head lyrics

Verse 1:
I hope I never lose you, kissing in the rain
But I know at the end it will cause me pain
I'm in my room f*cking laughing 'cuz I'm in pain
Knowing we won't ever go back to that rain
I know how it starts, I guess this is how it ends
What's the point in love if we're gonna f*cking get hurt again?

Chorus:
I don't wanna know how this ends
But you keep coming up in my head
I got habits of seeing what isn't there
I barely got into this sh*t, and I'm, already scared
I saw us together, forever, until we are dead
But turns out it was all in my head
Falling, falling, but I thought that you would need me
Hurting, hurting, until we finally believed in us
But it was all in my head, and now wе are dead

Versе 2:
You hate me?
Well, f*ck you too
I don't even want to be with you
Oh sorry, did I cause you pain?
Well, good 'cuz hopefully you'll go away
Right now I'm laughing 'cuz I'm holding that blade
I guess we started, I know how it ends
What the f*ck do you want from me?
Do you want me to be dead?
Well guess what, I can do that with one shot in the head
I remember those times I walked with you
You told me to do something, what the f*ck was I supposed to do?
Bridge:
I'm so sorry that I had to say this, but I'm an honest person
I guess this is something that had to be said
I think I said enough
But just know-soon I'll be dead
Ooh

Chorus:
I don't wanna know how this ends
But you keep coming up in my head
I got habits of seeing what isn't there
I barely got into this sh*t, and I'm, already scared
I saw us together, forever, until we are dead
But turns out it was all in my head
Falling, falling, but I thought that you would need me
Hurting, hurting, until we finally believed in us
But it was all in my head, and now we are dead