Anxiety & Depression lyrics
by Poodieville
Popping pills to block the mental pain
But a broken heart you can't medicate
In a room full of people I feel outta place
Got me running from my demons but can't get away
Addicted to the painkillers, I hope it ain't the death of me
Anxiety is killing me, this sh*t done got the best of me
Can't believe my girl left, it's f*cking with me mentally
Crazy how the love of your life turns to yo enemy
Man keep a smile on my face but I'm blue inside
Should I swallow all these pills? Committing suicide
Don't think I'm brave enough, I battle with this pain enough
My life so unhealthy, I think it's time to change it up
Still tryna learn to put the love in myself
n*ggas think that I'm just rapping but I'm crying for help
& to my boy just know I miss you
There ain't nothing I wouldn't give to you
No matter what yo momma say I loved you unconditional
I know yo momma hate me & she probably won't forgive me for it
Bottle on the dresser, I continue pouring
Tryna numb the pain I feel dawg this mental pain is real
If you ain't never have depression, you don't know how that sh*t feel
You like a prisoner in yo mind
Death is a blessing
Push yo loved ones away
& drugs become yo best friend
Man these pills become yo best friend
Won't give my heart away again
n*gga learned his lesson for real