Am I Wrong/ lyrics

Verse 1 IROD

Uh
Yeah..
Please dont judge me
(please dont judge me)
Yes i abused many drugs
Just a young kid finding out what they was
When everything was ripped
I was lost in the dust
My mama was gone
And i was alone
Dad too lost inside of his dome
Hated because not the son that they want
Im depressed
I just can't go on
Gun in my hand
While im making my songs
Tears in my eyes
While im ripping the bone
Shout so loud
Asking what i do wrong
Never by my side
Cause god is all gone
Im not a bad kid
Just got lost in my past so deep
And i lost my way back
Missin everything that i once had
My whole family and my mom and dad
Missing my childhood cause i just want it back
Can't remember yall hold..holding my hand
Been alone even lost my best friend
f*ck my life
And how i spent spent
I try and smile but it will just be pretend
Day by day i think of the f*cking end
Now i just sit here and sit and repent
Man i texted you when i know it was sent
But you ignored i just wanted to vent
Cause your my mother but you came and you went
Dad im so broke not even a single cent
You left me empty inside of my chest
Thats a suicide even inside of my head
Biggest fear
Is someone seeing me dead
Hurt by it all im planning my death bouta go
Yeah im breaking a sweat
My heart starts pumping
Im losing my breath
Adrenaline pumping
Cause my heart has a thread
If i had a choice i ain't pressing reset
Thinking my future
(yeah )
Two moves ahead
Never lived my life
Yeah im full of regrets
But my life is only one
And you get what you get
Im 17 living life in the f*cking [?]
The drugs caught me once
But never again
I ain't nobodys pet
Changing my taste in the way that i live
My names izick and im sorry for what i did
(sorry for what i did)
Verse 2 831diablo

Ay
Yuh
Diablo
Yeah
Living in the past
Can't move on
I been f*cked up for the last few months
Life on the streets is tuff
Everyday i talk to myself
Thinking bout you before myself
Wish i could go back
Fix every problem i ever had
But i can't i have to deal with myself
Wish you woulda stayed true to yourself
Two personas diablo then lucifer
They ask me whats wrong but i have to be strong
I just say nothing
Inside i dont know what to feel
Maybe something
Pop three bars
Next thing you know im in mars
Im not gonna give a f*ck about a b*tch
They always tend to switch
Gonna make this bang
Everyday a struggle
f*cked up but i dont stumble
Been through some sh*t it made me humble
Everyday i count my blessings
Might have a sh*tty life
But tommorow ain't promised
But my soul into this music ive worked my hardest
Never gonna stop yeah