Solo for So Long lyrics

Hook (Shiloh Dynasty and Lil’ $pice):

Father forgive me
But lately I know that I’ve been sinnin'
Takin drugs trynna ease the pain, I'm f*ckin' up my system
Excuse my language that’s a hangup but lately how i been feelin'
Killin the pain and I'm goin' insane all i need is healin'
Cuz I’ve been solo for so long (Ohhhhh)
Cuz I’ve been solo for so long (Ohhhhh)

Verse 1 (Lil’ $pice):

Im brain damaged
No stop sign its not a safe passage
Im mentally in pain defused with the same tactics
My life is tragic
I smoke weed to kill the pain from bashes
It’s f*ckin sickenin
I just want a ending to u f*ckin faggots

Im lost in time
I want a endin to this pain i find
And sometimes i just wanna put a bullet in my f*ckin mind
But in due time I’ll find a way to better intertwine
But right now I’d rather die cuz it’s my f*ckin time
I thought my friends had my back until they turned on me
I thought my b*tch had my side until she lied on me
I thought my family really missed me when they hugged me
But turns out none of these f*cks really loved me

I'm on my own
Need nobody but my f*ckin self
f*ck love, f*ck loyalty and f*ck wealth
If anything I'm all alone
Without no f*ckin help
Cuz to be honest I just wanna die
Just kill my f*ckin' self

Hook (Shiloh Dynasty and Lil’ $pice):

Cuz I been solo for so long (Ohhhh)
Cuz I been solo for so long (Ohhhh)