Imagination lyrics

Praying at night hoping it won't get worse
Falling for you putting me in a hearse
Think my heart is bleeding out , i needed the nurse
I'm writing love letters and after that i'm writing a verse
Wanna end my life now i'm feeling f*cking wreckless
Waiting for a text but you're didn't get my message
Need to stop falling in love , i don't learn my lesson
But i can't stand the fact that we are seperate
Cause i
I really want you but you tripping over him
Gets you wetter and he's better girl i rеally cannot win
I think that i should go back to the gin
This liquor in my cup throwing up with my friends
Again
This the third timе this week
It's got me feeling weak
I really hope that you know you mean everything to me
The fact that you don't love me got me pouring up the lean
And the only time i see you is when i'm having a dream
It's sad that you're gone
Don't wanna move on
I really want you back in my f*cking arms
I talk about you in like 90% of my songs
I guess i was wrong
And i
I really let you come around my family
Then you cheat
Got yo new mans pulling up with 223's
With a beam pointing right at my head
Feeling dead
b*tches use me as a f*cking bedspread
Oh yeah but
I'm sorry that i'm ranting to you that's just how i feel
The sh*t you saying to me got me taking hella pills
I'm getting f*cked up for real
Got this cocaine in my nose ring got the molly in my grill
And i don't know if i'm wanted
sh*t i'm still a human i should be good for something
Ex girl don't want me back but i want her
I called you to tell you i miss you , you hung up