I Wish I Knew What to Do lyrics

[Verse 1]
Every day, every day, I feel the same
Wide awake with my eyes closed in the rain
If I sit here waiting, will you come back for me?
Could we stay together alone for today?
I can see you running, I can see you hiding from me
You got your motive, that's to run away for something plain
You want a normal life
But no one can act like they falling apart on the inside
You wanna know, what's life?
And you don't have anything to live for [?]
I say, it's all the same
Everyone wants to touch you and look like they're something they're not
And it brings me shame
To the human race

[Chorus]
And I wish I could see you
And I wish I could be with you, my love
And I wish I knew what to do
And I wish I could see you
And I wish I could be with you, my love
And I wish I knew what to do

[Verse 2]
Messages fill up my inbox
Three a.m., you got yourself and all your friends, thot
I hate them, I hate you, too
I hate this f*cking world, sending me shots
[?] my house to f*cking hang myself
You hear the gunshots
Yeah, that sh*t was to my head
(I pull the trigger)
Pull that f*cking trigger and LOL, I'm dead
Ringing out, now the depression inside me
Oh yeah, if you ain't know, I'm suicidal
[Verse 3]
I got this blood pouring out from my eyes, b*tch
Using a pistol, I close up my life, b*tch
[?], it was wild
[?]
Take another picture [?]
[?] gun against your head
[?]
I just know the way it looks

[Outro]
Bloodstains on the carpet
Bloodstains on my carcass, oh
Bloodstains on the carpet
Bloodstains on my carcass, oh