Abandoned lyrics

Bridge
sh*t is so real bro
It's straight from my heart
The death of someone special
Teared me apart
Hit me so hard bro
Cos she played her part
Had to grow on my own n*gga
U know that's hard?
So painful and I'm emotional starved(x2)

Hook
U know i was abandoned?
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What u talkin' bout lil bro
f*ck that sh*t
What? u being abandoned
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What
f*ck(x3) f*ck that sh*t (x2)

Verse 1
Opened up my heart
For u to feel my pain
Can't stop thinkin' bout it
It's in my brain
Celebratin' new year's eve
While drowning in pain
According to my memory bank
It was 2008
Got a call and i was told mom passed away
As a kid i was speechless
Didn't know what to say
It all changed everythin'
My brother lost his way
Grief and pain
It's something that i went through
Been through a lot of sh*t
I know that's painful bro
Felt the pain but i'm still grateful
Had to go through the things
That i went through
Just a temporary sh*t, its not a tattoo
Wna talk bout this sh*t
I wna let it go
Dis sh*t right here bro
U have never known
Lemme tell u what happened
10 years ago
But for now just know that
Bridge
sh*t is so real bro
It's straight from my heart
The death of someone special
Teared me apart
Hit me so hard bro
Cos she played her part
Had to grow on my own n*gga
U know that's hard?

Hook
U know i was abandoned?
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What u talkin' bout lil bro
f*ck that sh*t(x2)
What? u being abandoned
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What
f*ck(x3) f*ck that sh*t
What u talkin' bout lil bro
f*ck that sh*t
What? u being abandoned
n*gga f*ck that sh*t

Verse 2
At first i was treated like a "special kid"
Puberty kicked in
Label ran thin
Started having more questions than answers
Always in the room
Just me and my canvas
Reflectin' on the days i was abandoned
Didn't know where to go bro
Ofcos i was stranded
Negative emotions going through my head
Rational, irrational
But still very emotional
Truth is i was bleeding internal
Went through that sh*t
At a very young age
One sided sh*t
No flipin' page
Magnify that bro to a cripplin' stage
Now the burden so heavy for me to carry
And the world is so big bro and f*cken' scary
Full of strangers who hate and disrespect u
Some even wna try and go against u

Bridge
sh*t is so real bro
It's straight from my heart
The death of someone special
Teared me apart
Hit me so hard bro
Cos she played her part
Had to grow on my own
U know that's hard?


Hook
U know i was abandoned?
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What u talkin' bout lil bro
f*ck that sh*t(x2)
What? u being abandoned
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What
f*ck(x3) f*ck that sh*t (x2)
What u talkin' bout lil bro
f*ck that sh*t
What? u being abandoned
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
Verse 3
So i've started to resent all the people
Who know me
Fake people around me
Please excuse me
I'm in control
Makin' friends in my own terms
f*ck KG
Not talkin' bout kilograms
Now i gotta f*cken screams out my inner pain
Treated me like an animal
Forgot i was human
All the things they did to me it's purely not human
On the verge whether they love me or don't
It's so confusing
Mybe they do love me bro
But i'm still assuming
Let the truth comes out cos it's more revealing
Hate living a lie, gotta know the truth
So that i can let it out bro
Inside the booth
Gotta express myself n*gga how i feel
And for the world to know bro dis sh*t is real
Every time i do that bro, it helps me heal
Right now baby boy that's how i feel


Bridge
sh*t is so real bro
It's straight from my heart
The death of someone special
Teared me apart
Hit me so hard bro
Cos she played her part
Had to grow on my own n*gga
U know that's hard?
So painful and I'm emotional starved(x2)

Hook
U know i was abandoned?
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What u talkin' bout lil bro
f*ck that sh*t
What? u being abandoned
n*gga f*ck that sh*t
What
f*ck(x3) f*ck that sh*t
What u talkin' bout lil bro
f*ck that sh*t
What? u being abandoned
n*gga f*ck that sh*t