REMINISCING lyrics

[intro]
(ay, Gorczyca on the track, b*tch)

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

[verse]
I remember i was young
I ain't feel any pain
Used to play with my friends
And i hated the rain
Then i was an adult
That's the day sh*t changed
All the color in the world
Watched it fade to grey
I used to wish that i was older
Maybe things would be better
Now it's clouds over my head
Always rainin' for weather
I could sit and talk about
All the cheese and the cheddar
But money never meant sh*t
In fact it's my biggest stresser
Wish i nevеr grew up
Wish i woulda stayed a kid
Wish i didn't have rеgrets
Of all the sh*t that i did
All the people i hurt
The opportunities i missed
All the time that passed
While i sat and reminisced
I wish i could go back
Wish i never took a drink
Used to down a whole bottle
Just so i wouldn't think
Used to chase around dreams
That got washed down the sink
Drinking suicidal thoughts
I never wanted a shrink
I hope my parents’ll be proud of what they made
Hoping that they won't look at my life as a mistake
Every single day i'm tryna make a f*cking change
Lay me down to sleep I pray to god my soul to take (take)