DEPRESSION lyrics

I still feel alone
In a room with my friends I still feel on my own
Half the n*ggas I know turn into dogs for a bone
Family see me calling ain't even picking up the phone
I feel like a ghost
Empty around those who mean the most
They sitting at the table I can barely stand a toast
And I can't even let nobody close
Maybe y'all will feel better if I f*cking overdose
No amount of words can explain how much I hate my f*cking self
I done said it all before but now I'm questioning my health
I don't see me getting old and enjoying all my wealth
n*ggas think I'm being edgy but I think I'm needing help
All I ever wanted was to feel like I mattered
Nothing f*cking matters I don't wanna fake the laughter
Maybe fit in at the table maybe join in to the chatter
Put the bad days behind like it's another f*cking chapter
Went on tour, feel the same
Same old thing, same old pain, same old thought
I wanna put a bullet right in my brain
Watch my body hit the ground mix the blood with the rain
They don't like it when I get depressive
They only f*cking with me when the violence is the message
And I can't even stress it

Everybody hurts
It's time to peel the iron back
No I can't let depression win
I'm crying for you and me
I'm crying, crying for you and me
No I can't let depression win
I'm crying for you and me