#BarsOnly pt. 18 lyrics

[Verse]
Yeah
Most of my homies don't call me unless we smoking
Most of these women ain't love me until I was broken
Finding happiness is like swimming across the ocean
I never had the gift of not showing all my emotions
I keep my heart on my sleeve and I'm usually too naive
Sick of being alone I swear distance is a disease
And my sister been in the hospital, and she can barely breathe
But I'll probably end up right next to her from smoking all these trees
I need some closure
Cus don't no one tell me it's over
They always here when I'm faded but always gone when I'm sober
I had n*ggas that expose me, just to get some exposure
I got people with me now that won't be with me in October
But I guess that's how it fall
Can't settle for nothing when I gave this sh*t my all
Said you always f*ck with me but I do not recall
I'm living out a vision that nobody ever saw