Die Like This lyrics

[Verse 1]
Picture me broke, stacking minimum wage
Writing raps in my room while my momma say it's a phase
But in the past 30 days got a million views on my page
If you ain't f*ck with me then f*ck you
My back can't take no more blades
They be like Calen boy you snapping blackened like it's a plague
I went from never passing class to smoking a better grade
I went from f*cking all these girls just to find one that would stay
I went from waiting patiently to just pushing them out my way
I'm on my come up come up, and i'm the one so i'm one up
I picked that blunt up and smoke on this marijuana ya
Good news this summer I turned to Weezy and Stunna
Tryna get this Cash Money I need it all for my momma
I've been embracing my trials my tribulations
Told my shorty I would leave but that pus*y feel too amazing
And lately I've been writing my songs out of desperation
I just hope that money can help with my families separation
If you f*ck with me I f*ck with you, that's the way it is
There's nothing more I'd love to do than play this for my kids
And tell them daddy had his problems, but found a way to live
And through all the bullsh*t you take there's more that you gotta give
This ain't music this is my rib, verses real as Madrid
I know I got a lot to do but yo look at all that I did
I never thought I'd make it big when they kicked me outta my crib
Now everything I ever wanted is everything that it is
I send my prayers up, and tell my n*ggas keep your heads up
Cause lately I've been bout that fire like that red truck
Yo I just call it bad timing never bad luck
Told my brother imma get him racked up, Louis V the black duff
And I've been faded as ever
I know my haters see that pain up in my face for their pleasure
But I've been writing this the only way I deal with the pressure
You make me worse if you ain't making me better
[Hook]
And I've been smoking so much I can't breath
I've been drinking so much I can't see
Somebody gotta die today I hope it ain't me
Cause this ain't who I wanna be
Yo I hope I don't die like this, I really hope I don't die like this
Girl I just hope I don't die like this, I hope I don't die like this

[Verse 2]
My girl had told that she need me, girl I need you too
She said I'm losing faith in me but I believe in you
And if a lost you I don't know what I would even do
I think this could be something special if we see it through
And I ain't even come up in here just to waste your time
But girl you got that type of shine that probably make me blind
You always tell me you a fan, then what's your favorite line?
See I don't think they understand how many days I grind
Never backing down that's just the way my creator made me
My father taught me how to never let a hater phase me
I try to search for happiness instead of paper chasing
I used to pray for everyone now I just pray for Calen
Working on my inner me, fighting off my enemies
Used to do this sh*t for free, now I charge a bigger fee
Got my money stolen by producers I ain't skip a beat
Used to give a f*ck until I stuffed it in a swisher sweet
Now i'm way too incomplete I need to rebuild
Another young n*gga dead how you think that we feel
My mother said this could be you but this sh*t is too real
Boy if you ever get pulled over keep your hands on the wheel
My n*ggas battling that drug addiction
Call me because I love to listen
I look at life and always see it in that up position
And I just miss the times when everybody wasn't distant
But I just understood that everybody love you different
[Hook]
And I've been smoking so much I can't breath
I've been drinking so much I can't see
Somebody gotta die today I hope it ain't me
Cause this ain't who I wanna be
Yo I hope I don't die like this, I really hope I don't die like this
Girl I just hope I don't die like this, I hope I don't die like this