Drowning lyrics

[Chorus]
I never never let her love again, I
I can't wait to see you, I can't, I
I never never let her love again, I
I'm drowning and I sink trying to go back

[Verse: Calen]
I'm a movement by myslef but I'mma force when we together
Exactly where I am is where I'm supposed to be forever
Every lie I ever told her was totally to protect her
I'mma take you back to Texas and show you off like a treasure
I appreciate your presence, it's a blessing and a pleasure
Your stress is getting less and your complexion getting better
I love your glow, but baby you should know
I gave myself worth to a person in my past
And I'm so used of being hurt that I get nervous when I laugh
And I ain't good at being good, if I ain't perfect than I'm bad
But I put purpose in your life and put a [?] in your bag
I used to be the type to f*ck b*tches, duck b*tches
Never fall in love with it
Always had to pop a couple uppers to get uplifted
Trying to get back in it when I was just in it
'Cause something 'bout you is so much different
My addictions to my usual fixes
Of why I tend to end up burning my most beautiful bridges
Use you, emotionally abuse you
The I'll have the nerve to lose my sh*t if you losing your interest
But when you find the man that finally do what I didn't
I hope he's everything that you viewed in your vision
I'm surely not trppin', you deserve the best
[Chorus]
I never never let her love again, I
I can't wait to see you, I can't, I
I never never let her love again, I
I'm drowning and I sink trying to go back