Diary of A Loner lyrics

[Intro]
Growing pains, trapping, I ain't make one dollar
Boo-hoo, not-not one dollar
All my new songs, I own all them
Ha, all them, ha-ha, all them

[Verse 1]
Dad keep callin', but he only biological
I celebrate my mom and auntie on father's day
I used to pray to God I would pop off
So as soon as this sh*t drop, I'm sending them on holiday
n*ggas back home think I got lucky
Putting in that twenty-four hour workload's disgusting
n*ggas used to hate, now they text me they love me
How lovely, can't trust them

[Pre-Chorus]
Got that blicky on me, so don't act silly
Used to talk to God when no one listened
Reminiscin', reminiscin'
'Cause we don't talk so much no more

[Chorus]
This is a diary of a loner
It's where I go whеn I'm losing control
This is a side of me you shouldn't know
But, oh well, now you know
This is a diary of a lonеr
I'm giving y'all the close up
I'm way too tired to carry this alone
Now you're the keeper of my secrets

[Interlude]
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

[Verse 2]
I got the windows down in the four door Mercedes
Sittin' real pretty off the songs I created
God damn, boy, I got a smooth operation
Run me that check, my n*gga
I pulled up to the show and that b*tch almost fainted
Beggin' me to chill, I'm only D-list famous
I got Benjamins like my daddy's last name
But I took Lori's so the sh*t be Cragun
Gotta take pills, 'cause my sh*t unbalanced
Crib in the hills is a waste of the static
I just took a fifth of Patrón to the head
n*ggas can't kill me, I'm already dead
Walkin' like a G through depression
This is God givin' way, I— I—
He put a n*gga here to send a message
But that n*gga won't answer the phone