5AM lyrics
by Yves Tumor
Gazing at the stars
Girl, I hope you're looking back
You've been in my mind
Even when I do forget
Cruising with the top off
Hair against the wind
Drowning with these thoughts
Getting hard for me to swim
No hands to bring me to the surface
You'd think I would get lucky if I'm worth sh*t
Quit the same day that the fame would be lurking
No name riddled with the truth that's for certain
I don't wanna smoke this sh*t
I just wanna live my life
I just wanna keep my pride
I'm just trying to heal myself
Baby, you're a chapter in my life
I'm steadily trying to turn this sh*t
I just wanna make things right
Rockstar life
But I'm still dead inside
Kush in my blunt, get faded at night
Been a good while since I felt like this
Am I to blame when I dwell like this?
Don't know, I'll tell it to a therapist
I think it's the only way I could vent my sh*t
Like
Don't know if I'm staying
Or I'm going
That's the only question in my book right now
Them b*tches tryna study all my motives
I really don't believe in no love right now
5 am got my heart frost cold
I used to like it better when alone by choice
Need to find a way this could feel like home
Need to find a way to regain my joy
Don't know if I'm staying
Or I'm going
That's the only question in my book right now
Them b*tches tryna study all my motives
I really don't believe in no love right now
Don't know if I'm staying
Or I'm going
That's the only question in my book right now
Them b*tches tryna study all my motives
I really don't believe in no love right now