There's hell in this heart and there’s hell in this house and there's hell in all the spaces in between
There's footsteps up the hallway where I used to walk when we still lived the dream
I slept with my window open with the sleet rain and the hell inside my heart
There’s smoke rising through the roof as I get high on Tuesday night by lamplight with the smell of cedar in my bones
So long to seven years
I poured it down the drain
With all the whiskey and the pain
And here's to you my dear
Such a shame you couldn't stay
The demons never went away
I'm long gone
Smoked my way through a Sunday hangover
Choked my way through a four leaf clover
Cause whiskey ain't liquid luck
And it never helped me with giving a f*ck
Puzzle pieces torn and frayed
My symmetry in disarray
I can't quite remember the last time I woke up without the shakes
So long to seven years
I poured it down the drain
With all the whiskey and the pain
And here's to you my dear
Such a shame you couldn't stay
The demons never went away
I’m long gone
So suddenly we find ourselves two years deep
Forever further from the people we wanted to be
So f*cking hang up the phone, get high, go back to sleep
So please just take what you need, I am my greatest defeat
And I love you
With every broken part of me
So long to seven years
I poured it down the drain
With all the whiskey and the pain
And here’s to you my dear
Such a shame you couldn't stay
The demons never went away
I’m long gone