Holding Back Tears lyrics

[Intro]
(DaMazin Beats)
I can't trust nobody
Yeah, R.I.P. my n*gga Jeff, holdin’ back tears
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Walkin' through the airport, like fifteen on me
White buffs look so clean on me
Thirteen-hundred-dollar Balmain jeans on me
Feelin' like Morgan Freeman, I got lean on me
Naw, I don’t pour it, but tonight, I just might
'Cause my n*gga gone and that sh*t don't sit right
Flip phone slappin' like a b*tchfight
Bro got that white girl, can't get right, ayy
Ayy, and I can't trust nobody
'cause these hoes f*ckin' everybody
These n*ggas f*ck with everybody
Keep stick like I’m Harry Potter
No more chillin’ in them whips
No, no, that's how my n*gga got hit
Yeah, hate thinkin’ 'bout that sh*t
Ayy, gotta get us out this b*tch

[Chorus]
Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears
How I’m 'posed to be happy without my dogs here?
Yeah, I ain't seen Tone in a couple years
Told Rez to stay down, better days near
Now I'm loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears
You told me this sh*t was gon' pop and now it's finally here
Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears
Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears
[Verse 2]
'Bout to load another card on my way to Sears
Do a swipe for me 'cause they be lookin' at me weird
Ran it up off this sh*t, it only been a year
Gettin' head on the freeway, it's so hard to steer
When I was down, where was you? Why you reappear?
Yeah, had all them fake b*tches in your ear
Yeah, came a long way from campin' out on Muir
I can't let my family down, that's my only fear
I ain't gotta shoot, 'cause lil' bro gon' volunteer
To send a bullet if you touch me, that's pass interference
Know I'm all about them bills like Laimbeer
But all this money don't mean sh*t without my mans here
Bet I only use cash there, I f*cked the cashier
White buffs with the gold C's like the Cavaliers
Draco'll open up you pussies like a pap smear
And know them blessings comin', took too many L's last year

[Chorus]
Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears
How I'm 'posed to be happy without my dogs here?
Yeah, I ain't seen Tone in a couple years
Told Rez to stay down, better days near
Now I'm loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears
You told me this sh*t was gon' pop and now it's finally here
Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears
Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears
[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(DaMazin Beats)
Yeah, lower the window while I'm holdin' back tears
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
All this money don't mean sh*t without my friend here