Permanent Pain lyrics

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Uh, growing up as a kid, barely had sh*t, had to be mad hurt to be mad rich
Could I ever find peace in this street sh*t? We just caught another opp, it was a sweet blitz
And this sh*t way past knee-deep, just in case they on the creep, I gotta keep heat
I'm what they playing in the streets, this on repeat, brodie say he going for the three-piece
Three sh*t, I'm just three-deep, gotta keep a Glock when I sh*t, eat, sleep
Damn, I miss the old days when it was CDs, these n*ggas doing anything, I miss the DP
Another lost path, another bridge burned, made his last wrong move on a missed turn
Got his sh*t totaled, plus my sh*t global, really with the sh*t, but I'm still noble
I know I'm the sh*t, but I'm still humble, I can gеt you hit when you slip, tumble
Don't evеn say sh*t, not a slight mumble, I wonder do it get darker? This a nice tunnel
They wanna hit a n*gga up and hope he might fumble, it's another touchdown, I feel like Peyton
It's another man-down, I feel like drinking, sh*t, let's have a standoff, we the first spraying
In your heart, you ain't feeling like you first, n*gga, 'cause you know that you gon' get it the worst, n*gga
Give a f*ck about that gun in your purse, n*gga, up that stick to a star, watch him burst, n*gga
She know I got it, but don't flash it 'cause when it come to me, it's automatic
When it come to me, girl, you can have it, when it come to me, girl, we getting active
When it come to you, I'm tryna touch it, when it come to you, I'm tryna love it
When it come to you, I'm tryna love it, when it come to you, I'm tryna love it
I ain't nothing like them n*ggas, I ain't nothing, I ain't tryna fight them n*ggas, I ain't tussling
Lately, I been thinking 'bout my cousin, why they wanna take a n*gga life for nothing?
Growing up, we was struggling, even on the come-up, you still struggling
Being uncomfortable what got a n*gga hustling, all the money we done made don't mean nothing
'Cause a n*gga still hustling, all these problems, know it got to turn to something
I know I ain't feel this pain just for nothing, I know I ain't feel this pain just for nothing
Hopped off the porch just to get paid, I was tryna sell a ten in them hallways
Caught a n*gga with some weed in the eighth grade, tired of watching granny struggle on them off-days
I ain't never wanna tell you I was thugging
Panned my head up through hard times 'cause you was smiling through the roughest
I just wanna be the richest, I ain't tryna be the toughest