Gray light (demo) lyrics

[Verse 1]
Looking at you, watching the shrivelled flower you bloomed
I feel it too, inside the gray light of my room
Am I just like you, am I gonna be there way too soon?
'Cause I see the noose, it follows me closely whatever I do

[Chorus]
And I can't lose it, the feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it, I'm watching my mother drown

[Verse 2]
Something feels loose, I'm falling to pieces from one little screw
I cry to the moon and beg it to change me or rip me in two
There's pieces of you, they cover my body, it's so hard to chew
And I see the noosе, it's stuck to my fingers, I've pulled at thе glue

[Chorus]
And I can't lose it, the feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it, I'm watching my mother drown