This Is Gone lyrics

I'll move forward and then I go back
I need focus on things that I lack
Decisions all around me, wearing my voice
I'm just trying to figure it out, if I made the right choice

I didn't mean to make you cry
Tears match right up under her eye
I feel like such a j*rk
It's my fault that I couldn't make it work
Breaking hearts is not something that I normally do
So sorry it had to be you

What it is, I will never feel okay
I need someone to call my best friend
I won't go back to those pointless ways
This all will see better days, yeah