Changes lyrics

[Intro]
Sorry for the wait, everyone. I...
It's a long a story but I'll explain later
Um, here goes nothing

[Verse]
Rising up against the rest
Taking bullets to the chest
No one ever would’ve guessed
Raven Sensation, I got the motivation
Writing music out of frustration
Like I just got out of hospitalization
Focus on myself is what got to do
Tired of the choices where the choices been you
Now I'm taking other turns I knew I should have earned
Only if I learned that I got the wheel to turn
Lessons and lessons on top of these sessions
Listen I got a confession
It's hard to control my depression
Along with the dragging aggression
Speak up, I can't hear you
You're pointing at me I don’t know what to do
Man I'm so motherf*cking confused
Do I choose me or do I choose you?
Always on my mind
Get away, it's my time to shine
Why is loving you such a crime?
Suicidal thoughts everyday
They don’t even say "are you okay?"
But "did you take your meds for today?"
Now the shy boy is saying f*ck you to the world
Thank you for the pain
I will not keep it in vain, to use it as a key to understand you
[Outro]
Look, I'm gonna keep it real with you
I've been gone for months
First reason, cause I've been going through a lot of changes and
To be honest, I tried to commit suicide and
I was admitted into a hospital for that
Life's been hard
I just need you guys more than ever
Thank you