full throttle lyrics

[Verse 1]
What's it like to be me?
Think I finally got the answer if you wanted to see
Take a look in my mirror 'cause it's sh*ttin' on me
Like a pigeon to a branch when I be up in the trees
Pick me up with the breeze
Take me far away from here 'cause I don't like what I see
Constantly contemplating if I really believe
All the feelings that I'm feeling, lately, life is a dream
But not a good one, really it's a nightmare
We could hit the park, but I don't really wanna bike there
Heard you like my music, but the way you treat me's not fair
I address the issue, you sell my address for flight fare
And I'm scared, but justifying that is hard, and I swear
My focus isn't on it, but I caught it in my sights there
20/20 vision, 2020's been a nightmare
We comin' full circle, ain't nobody f*ck with my square

[Chorus]
Swallow all of that Moscato
You said you wanna get f*cked up
So tip back the whole bottle
I feel f*cking ugly, all my friends lookin' like models
The internet got my perception skewed full throttle
Swallow all of that Moscato
You said you wanna get f*cked up
So tip back the whole bottle
I feel f*cking ugly, all my friends lookin' like models
The internet got my perception skewed full throttle
[Verse 2]
I locked myself inside my basement
Smoked 'til I got faded, must get back to basics
Take a shot of Bourbon, give yourself a f*cking facelift
I'll work on the album all damn night until I make it
And you can probably hear the frogs
In the background of this song
While they're swimming in the pond
'Cause I just moved out of my mom's
I got everything I want
I ain't even gotta flaunt
'Cause it's weird sh*t like couches from the '80s
Lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey
Books about The Cure or poetry from Ali Malee
And some charcoal-colored towels in my bathroom for my baby
Yeah, it's crazy the life that music made me
My problems still exist, but I got space to calm the shaking
Anxiety don't own me anymore, ain't that amazing?
The focus is the future and the mornings I'll be waking

[Outro]
(All of that Moscato) Ayy, ayy, ayy
I said "G-U-A-R-D-I-N
 guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again"
Like G-U-A-R, ayy, ayy
G-U-A-R-D-I-N
 guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again, ayy