monday lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yeah, we
Cruise through life with our grip held tight, if only
Time could tell 'cause our fears just might collide with
Dreams we had, all these paths offline, if I could
Make more sense of the things I like, regardless
I create what I feel inside this thera-
-Peutic place where my tears all dried, it's blissful
Seasons change and the time flies by, I always
Feel so strained and I don't know why, be honest
How many motherf*ckеrs do what you do?
You got everything you want, but ain't nobody got you
They'rе so amazed by the constant drops, the plays and the views
But I'm deranged, f*cking insane, spittin' my pain in the booth
It's a mad f*cking world, we chasin' pennies and truth
Can you believe I f*ckin' made it? Dodged a box and a suit
I'm just a boy from outer space who ain't got nothing to lose
So I'ma chase away the pain with forty ounces of booze

[Chorus]
Cracks in every wall
But they ain't ever seen me fall
They ain't ever seen me fall, oh, oh, oh
Shootin' like a star
Yeah, your planet ain't that far
You'll be home by Monday
You'll be home by Monday
[Verse 2]
Check it
I burn a blunt and bridge the gap to what is left
I'm upset 'cause half my childhood was theft
It's apparent that my scars all tell a story east to west
But I can't tell it 'cause I'm occupied by beds, I overslept
In a second I'll feel fine, but in a minute, I'm depressed
All these voices in my head been telling me what to do next
Is there any f*cking answers underneath the skin I'm dressed in?
I always think about it 'til I say, "Nah" and forget
There's evil locked inside me, but I don't know where it went
So I practice tying knots in case the thoughts inside my head
Leave me manic, watch me panic 'bout the past until I'm dead
All because some f*cking loser touched my di*k when I was ten
Yeah, they say men can't be raped, but I'm a victim in the end
Let it shake up my whole world until the day that I ascend
It's a blessing and a curse, but what's worse is most men
Do not open up about it 'til they start to comprehend
f*ck

[Chorus]
Cracks in every wall
But they ain't ever seen me fall
They ain't ever seen me fall, oh, oh, oh
Shootin' like a star
Yeah, your planet ain't that far
You'll be home by Monday
You'll be home by Monday
[Verse 3]
Yeah, we thrown in the ocean
Deep end, swimmin' with a pocket full of potions
Vices to commend the fallen ones that lost they focus
I'm a toy soldier, moving weight in slow motion, oh sh*t (Oh sh*t)
I'm losin' focus
How the f*ck you fix it with a bottle and some roaches?
You ain't been yourself and it's been noted by the hopeless
They look up to you and you've been stuck in a hypnosis, -nosis
No, sis, I ain't drunk, that's bullsh*t
I've been chasing dreams and getting money on the road, sh*t
I cut off my friends by being anxious on some ghost sh*t
I don't like myself and I don't even think I'll post this
f*ck another track about myself, you probably know this
I can hardly breathe, but you're too dense to even notice
Is it ADD or apathy of all I know?
This year has been the worst for me, but I don't like to boast (sh*t)
So

[Chorus]
Cracks in every wall
But they ain't ever seen me fall
They ain't ever seen me fall, oh, oh, oh
Shootin' like a star
Yeah, your planet ain't that far
You'll be home by Monday
You'll be home by Monday