I Didn’t Want To Do It This Way, But lyrics

[Verse]
I been spending all this money 'cause I might not see the sun again
I've been smoking drugs in the slums, have you running when
I step on the scene, I ain't mean, boy, I just ain't your friend
You been off the sh*ts, off some sh*t that I don't reccomend
I been on my sh*t, that's why these women on my di*k
I ain't even got a job, I get some money, make it flip
See you running like a b*tch, just chasing dreams you'll never get
And I dont need to dream, because to me my dreams are dead
I can only make it happen, I ain't happy in the end
Just a little satisfaction, if that's all that I can get
See me dressed in my own fashion, I don't have to f*ck with trends
It's OmenXIII, the assassin, steady clashing 'til the end
Then I'm back into the shadows where they cannot seem to see
See, to me my life's a battle and I'll have to face defeat
But until that f*cking happens I'll keep rapping on these beats
And I'm repping 10 black nails 'til OmenXIII R.I.P
b*tch, I started doing me, because I lost my will to live
But I can't give into the pain because the pain is not my friend
But it helps me feel alive, so I respect for what it is
And I tried to keep it cool, but now my patience wearing thin

[Hook]
My mind is in constant motion
Thoughts created by the slightest notion
I'm screaming out for hope and
The same thoughts strangle 'til I'm choking