Traumatized lyrics

Intro:
Who can judge me it's only God (it's only God)
It's only God

Verse 1:
My closest n*ggas lost their lives over bullsh*t, (bullsh*t)
How you shootin' at kids who made you lose it, (lose it)
I see blood in my dreams, I can't sleep, oh
I see Veli in my dreams, with his life gone
He died in my arms and my minds gone
I ran into that street with my mind gone
Omar took 12 years for what we did, (we did)
I don't care if I'm confessing I can't keep it, (keep it)
Mumma sayin' I need help I know I need it, (I need it)
I've been livin' with the truth and I can't keep it
We done some sh*t and now my n*ggas they ain't breathin'
Veli died in my arms now I ain't sleepin', (sleepin')
I ain't sleepin', (sleepin')

I ain't sleepin, oh-oh
I ain't sleepin
I ain't sleepin'

Verse 2:
He died in my arms now I can't sle-e-e ayy'
For the first month I couldn't e-e-at ayy'
I just hope at the pearly, (pearly)
When I talk to my father above me, (above me)
That he listens to my soul and understands me, ('stands me)
Don't judge me with all the f*ckery, (f*ckery)
Look into my soul and understand me
I made some mistakes but don't disown me
Don't disown me
'Cos who gave me a chance when it was craz-y-y-y
I was down on my ass and who saved me-e-e-e
I don't care if I'm confessin' I can't keep it, (keep it)
Momma sayin' I need help I know I need it, (I know I need it)
I've been livin' with the truth and I can't keep it, (I can't keep it)
We done some sh*t and now my n*ggas they ain't breathin'

They ain't breathin'
They ain't breathin'