If I shed this dead weight
I could keep my head straight
And for once just relate to anyone but you
I could try so hard (to convince myself)
That I came so far (and drove through hell)
But I crashed my car (the day I drove with you)
(Cut me off from life to help me)
Keep me awake
I’m taking everything with me
Cause when I leave
You will be falling back to sleep
Set my pace
To get myself out of this place
When you wake
Your memories will be a waste
I’m always the first to run when it comes to getting something done
I admit that I’m not moving on from this
The harder I try it seems that less of it gets by for me
And I don’t know why that I can’t get this right
I just want to feel
I’ve wasted so much time
This can’t be real
This can’t be right