[Intro: David O'Brian]
Yeah
[Verse 1]
I am just your average, everyday, motherf*ckin' shadow, man
You can't see my face and there's a reason for that sh*t, man
It's because I'm ugly and I need my space
I have anxiety, man
It's good to know that there's smaller rappers
That be writin' me
But I just don't know what the f*ck to do
When I find out they're just spiting me
I don't know how to put up with that hate, man
I don't know if they can debate
On if I'm good or not
Because I think everything I do is sh*t, man
Got low self-esteem
I don't know, man
[Verse 2]
Feelin' like sh*t every day of my life
I just wanna get the f*ck up outta this sh*t, man
I hate my job
I hate my motherf*ckin' life
I just wanna move in
And marry my f*ckin' wife, man
I don't know, maybe I should just end it all with a knife
And cut the vain off of my motherf*ckin' name
So my name is "NøtIn"
I'm out
[Verse 3]
But I'm gonna keep rappin'
Just so I can flex my skills
I just wanna know
Would you care if I f*ckin' kill myself by swallowin' pills?
These are things I think about every f*cking day
When I clock in to my f*cking job
9 to 5
And I think about how am I gonna survive
When I quit my job
And all I do is f*ckin' rap
Is my wife gonna wanna stay with me?
And let me tap and have some children?
How the f*ck am I gonna provide for them, man?
What the f*ck is gonna happen to that sh*t?
[Verse 4]
Gotta provide and I gotta find my drive
Yo, I just gotta find out
What the f*ck I'm gonna do with my f*ckin' life
I can't drive this Camry every single f*ckin' day, man
I gotta upgrade, man
Maybe get a Lambo
If I hit a lick
And keep these b*tches off my di*k
I need to know what to do
If worse comes to worst
And some bullets disperse
Gotta know what the f*ck is goin' on