Gothlic lyrics

[Verse 1]
It appears i’ve been lost lately
Caught up in emotions, but the pills help me
Its not like I need them, but the b*tch made me
Take them, the way she played me, damn
Now i’m standing on the porch chaining cigarettes like I was stressed
Packs after packs till there ain't nothing left
Call me helpless and depressed
With the weight I carry on my f*cking chest
I try to tell you
But I choke or I drown, like im outta breath
Light a cigarette and overthinking to my f*cking self
Till i’m back at it like an addict picking more pills off the shelf
As long as it helps....right? X2

[Verse 2]
So i abuse em till theres none f*cking left
Comedown so heavy you would wish upon death
Go anti for a while like I was stealth
I hope you get a vivid picture of how i’ve f*cking felt
b*tch my life hell and its coming to a close, listen

Aye, aye, goodbye