First date lyrics

I met u on a thursday
I was down on the first day
U went down on the first date
f*ckin on me im ur first ur my third bae

When we f*cked tho girl it felt u like u my f*cking first
No one else before has ever f*cking calmed my thirst
Feel like 12 again baby please take off ur shirt
I can't f*cking wait call me f*cking lil pervert

Wrist bleeding at least my wallets maxed out
Everyday i hurt its something new to sing abou
Suicidal still at least im trynna work it out
Its been years by now ur still all i think about