I Can’t Find Happiness for Long lyrics

[lil happy lil sad - Verse]
I'm so f*cking tired living like this
I'm so f*cking tired feeling like sh*t
Waking up to nothing roll and get lit
And I'm feeling down when I just chase bliss
Smoking to feel better when it's just a lie
Write some songs to get it off my f*ckin' mind
But I keep falling down
Yeah I keep falling further
I keep falling
I didn't mean to hurt her
Smoking to feel better when it's just a lie
Write some songs to get it off my f*ckin' mind
But I keep falling down
Yeah I keep falling further
I keep falling
I didn't mean to hurt her

[Poppy Tears - Verse]
I can't find happiness for long
Shaking hands my hearts a beating drum
Pick your poison and fill your lungs
Guess I'll flatline like everybody does
It's hard to have a personality behind the pain
Its always lying underneath my body its against
And I've been waking up
And I ain't waiting for a change
Take me to the doctor he'll just f*cking fill my veins
I've had enough of that
I've had enough of this
Anxious thoughts and [?]
Girl bring me back to the surface again
I wanna take air in
I wanna show my skin