C U Around lyrics

[Lil dead guy]
I know everything in your life just got harder
I can see your hand sticking out of the water
I don't wanna see you drown
I just wanna see you around
I would never change a thing
I just want you here with me before you leave
Just promise you'll come back
I sit alone in my room
And I'm thinking of you can't pull it together no matter what I do Even when I look fine I still wanna die I can't be myself
Even when I f*ckin try
I hate the world so much sometimes
I can't help but sit and cry all this pain up in my eyes
I just need to clear my mind