DeathTape lyrics

[Verse 1: Alex The Threat]

Aye guys it's Alex The Threat
Not El Chapo Savage, I'm not my enemy
I always feel empty, like i'm just a parody
I always got problems mentally
Rap is my recipe and my remedy
Yes when I see my crush with a boy
Yes I get f*cking jealousy
I lost my friendships with commentators
Friends from last years, all recently
But when I see them together, I wonder why they never treated me equally
All I do is come peacefully, frequently, but all they say is that i'm here illegally
Secretly I just wish I can go up to him, and beat his ass legally
I just don't f*cking understand why people are trying to forget about me
Like i'm Dr. Dre, but the total opposite, cause y'all motherf*ckers ain't bumping me
Y'all forgot about the past, and just do a find-a-new-friend-spree
Do y'all even care about me

[Verse 2: Alex The Threat]

All the way back in 6th grade, I was tryna find a new mate
I located, upgraded, like I was in a motherf*cking arcade
I wanted that person to be my friend, so I just sat and prayed
We later became best friends and more, but forgot about me like the decades
Yes I know, I f*ck up sh*t, I should be dead, I'm not even perfect
The time is ticked, gotta move to pick up pieces of your heart to collect
I am a addict for you, but I won't let that affect stuff I wrecked
And I'm not gonna let them restrict me and make me look like a reject
Cause every single day, I always gotta hear all of this motherf*cking hate
I ruined everything from relationships to friendships, but you don't gotta use it as bait
I don't wanna die from homicide, but by ECS, so I just wait ahead
Cause y'all motherf*ckers just want my ass dead