Terrified lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've been sleepin' alone, I'm dyin' to know
Why everybody's hittin' my phone, they gettin' the tone
And everybody's talkin that sh*t but they wouldn't know
That you ain't never talked to the kid like how you think it would go

[Chorus]
I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified

[Verse 2]
If you would press me for sh*t and I'm like "Proof? Where it at?"
And you got nothin' to show, then you'll be turnin' your back
I get everything I work for, f*ck you b*tch, I earned it
I might be a kid, at least I'm grindin for a purpose
I might be nineteen at least I'm makin' sure its workin'
Writing out my thoughts to clear my head from all the hurtin'

[Chorus]
I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified

[Verse 3]
He tells you he loves you then makes you cry
Then you call me up 'cause you know I'm nice
But you f*cked things up, now you f*cked things twice
Now you're on my mind, now you're all I write
Now I'm in your head while you're in his bed
No I won't forgive now I can't forget
[Bridge]
I'm so tired of wasting time
You're all I wanted but never needed

[Chorus]
I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified