Sick lyrics

[Verse 1]
Way too much time to kill
And not enough days to live
I'm getting older by the minute
It's hard when you get sick
And I don't know what to do
I stay inside my room
And I don't want it to move
And I don't wanna do anything
And I get drunk and high
And I puke on myself
And my dad won't ever call
Or function like he should
And you cry inside the bathroom
And you say "it's f*cking sh*t"
"This family's f*cking sh*t"
I'm "a f*ck up of a kid"
And I'm "so ignorant"
And I'm "so full of it"
And it makes me f*cking sick
And it makes me f*cking sick
And it makes me

[Chorus]
Even if didn't think about it
I'd still dream about it
And I dream all of the time
Even if didn't think about it
I'd still dream about it
And I dream all of the time
Even if didn't think about it
I'd still dream about it
And I dream all of the time
Even if didn't think about it
I'd still drеam about it
[Verse 2]
Way too much time to care
And not enough days to kill
I'm gеtting older by the minute
It's hard when you get sick
And I don't know what I'd do
If I ever lost you
It wouldn't hurt at all
And you probably wouldn't feel anything
You ask me again and again
"Why did I get so unlucky?"
And I never know the answer
And I'll never know the answer
I have a cross on my necklace
You hate that I still wear it
You say you just don't get it
And I can't, I can't accept it
It all seems so pathetic
From my twisted perspective
And it makes me f*cking sick
And it makes me f*cking sick
And it makes me

[Chorus]
Even if I didn't think about it
I'd still dream about it
And I dream all of the time
Even if I didn't think about it
I'd still dream about it
And I dream all of the time
Even if I didn't think about it
I'd still dream about it
And I dream all of the time
Even if I didn't think about it
I'd still dream about it
[Outro]
Are my eyes working right?
Am I seeing double?
Is there something wrong?
Are my parents in trouble?
Is my heart beating too fast?
Are my lungs clean?
Do I seem off to you?
Do I force myself to breathe?
Am I slurring my words?
Am I forgetting most things?
Am I out of it?
Am I shaking when I think?
Do my hands look shaky to you?
Do my hands look shaky to you?
Do my hands look shaky to you?
Do my hands look shaky to you?