Message to My Father lyrics

[Verse]
My dad left my side when I was two
I could be a piece of sh*t and just blame it on you
f*ck walkin' in your footsteps, I make my own shoes (Shoes)
I ain't never had guidance, had to make my own rules, damn
I hate the fact that I even got your last name
I don't wanna carry that sh*t, it give me back pains (Back pains)
You had a shot to be a father, but had bad aim
Remember sittin' on a porch waitin' until my dad came
Times I sit back and just wish that you'd call
You ain't give child support or help with me at all
Growin' up, I had issues, I was livin' through flaws (Flaws)
You ain't never sat me down just to give me the talk (Talk)
I had to learn about sex all on my own (On my own)
I had to deal with this stress all on my own
And if it wasn't for Facebook, you wouldn't even know what I look like
To see how much I've grown, damn
I swear it's crazy how you ain't even bothered
Yeah you gave it your sperm, that don't make you a father
I bet you ain't even know I graduated with honors (Honors)
With hopes of bein' a kid that you can be proud of, damn
But still nothin' (Still nothin')
And that's probably the reason I don't feel nothin' (I don't feel nothin')
It's like I can't be pressed, I'm a stiff button
My dad side, I don't know none of my real cousins
I had a baby on the way, but you ain't never seen her face (Face)
All the sh*t you put me through, she'll never feel the same
'Cause you ain't gon' do sh*t but walk out on us anyway
When Fathers Day would pass, I'd be feelin' so ashamed
I got two daughters, they won't ever feel this pain
They won't ever feel this pain
I got two daughters, they won't ever feel this pain