​nevermind lyrics

[Intro: Hammy]
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Cracks in my heart
Used to be light, now it's dark
Didn't have any cracks at the start
Now I turn all my pain into art
All my pain into—

[Verse 1: Hammy]
Cracks in my heart, crackin' and tearin' apart
The feelin' of warmth in your arms
3 a.m., I'm dreamin' of stars, they doubt I'll go far
They hate, but they fake who they are
They think they hard, they think they this and they that
They pull up, I know it's an act
Why they all talkin' like that? I think it's wack
Some nights I still want her back
Some nights I toss and I turn, dreamin' of her
Wake up in the morning, I'm hurt
f*ck what they saying, f*ck what they heard
They can all go and eat dirt
Making me question my worth
Why am I here on this Earth?
Am I just wasting my time?
Should I just quit with the rhymes?
Say, "f*ck it," and leave it behind, wait, nevermind
Wait, nevermind, kill me to leave it behind
Think of you all of the time
Can't get you out of my mind
Look in your eyes and I die every time
I'm losing the battle inside
Sit in the corner and cry
Still feel the pain from your lies
So I'ma smoke 'til I'm high
Blowin' out dope 'tll I die
[Bridge: Hammy]
(Blowin' out dope 'til I die)
(Blowin' out dope 'til I die)

[Verse 2: guardin]
f*ck today and f*ck tomorrow ('Morrow)
I'm just living in this perpetual sorrow (Sorrow)
Rainy days inside my brain are all I know
I can never let it go, f*ck it up just like a pro (Like a pro)
Propaganda, panorama, all these people I don't trust (I don't trust)
Got my eyes inside the pinnacle, the cynical disgust (Cynical disgust)
On the surface I'ma surpass, swallowing up all the dust (All the dust)
But beneath the flesh, I'm focused, and I'm prayin' I don't combust (Don't combust)
Hypothetically, a nuisance with the noose inside my clutch ('Side my clutch)
I've been standin' on the edge so long, afraid of givin' up (Givin' up)
Feelin' useless as the clues I'm swallowin' inside my cup ('Side my cup)
Trippin' over all these corners, short of breath, I'm throwin' up (Thowin' up)

[Chorus: guardin]
Yeah, I've been tryin' my best (Tryin' my best)
Wakin' up like every mornin' with a gun to my chest, I'm (My chest)
Growin' tired, I ain't gettin' any rest, yeah (Any rest)
I guess I'm just stressed (Just stressed)