Deep Thinker lyrics

[Verse]
I used to have suicidal thoughts at night
Sit up in the room with a razor blade
If ain't nobody would care if I took my life
’Cause as soon as we all go, it's like we fade away
Thats why I think about this so much and embrace the sh*t
Sometimes I really feel like I cannot take this sh*t
We don't belong in a motherf*ckin’ cage and sh*t
Just last week I jumped on some racist sh*t
What does that tell you about how far we have come?
I'm not to be held accountable when I hit 'em with venom
You know that spittin' venom
Not the kind that the cobra would give 'em
At first he was talkin' to me and I be shakin' and shiverin'
A lot of these motherf*ckers lying when they rap on the mic
They do it for some fame but they ain’t rappin’ they life
They comin' hella hard, say they fresh up out the yard
But the truth is they ain’t pulled a strap or a knife
Everybody equal, I'm telling you G
If I ain't sh*t, what makes you better than me?
Whether I go right now or fifty years, who cares?
We all end up in a box indefinitely
Thats why I'm living my life to the fullest, I gotta do it
You never know when death is coming but it’s coming for sure
I could get clacked by some enemies in the streets
Or have a heart attack after one of these f*cking shows
Nobody knows, I don't want to burn
And I can sure as f*ck tell you I do not want to drown
Will anybody give a sh*t in ninety years?
I know a couple motherf*ckers bump me now
Shout out to anybody who's listening now
Behind your computers, maybe on your phone
I will attempt to get in your brain
That's why I put these hidden messages up in my songs
You will let me take you somewhere and realize ain't nobody f*cking with me on the mic because I'm ripping n*ggas brains out
I will keep evolving and I will become a problem to these n*ggas in my way and I will never ever change up
What can anybody really say about me?
Laughed a little bit 'cause I slept in the streets
Do your homework and you'll find out I was bangin' in the turf doin' dirt at the age of thirteen
Momma strung out so I hung out on the corner
With them n*ggas standin' with the guns and POW
Hit the fence real quick
You ain't used to hearing sh*t like POW, POW, POW, POW, POW
You ain't ever seen me complain about what I eat
My meals used to come out of a garbage dumpster
Other n*ggas be ashamed to say that sh*t
But me? I'm no f*cking other
"Twisted Insane's a wierd freak!" So what?
Twisted Insane's on a course to blow up
Eat these rappers like fresh cold cuts
And make everybody who hate me get sick and throw up
And just when you thought I was done I'ma come with the sh*t that make a motherf*cker lose it
Look at all the power of the music
I be in the corner smokin' on the marijuana
Hella faded off of Olde English fluid