Brainumb Freestyle lyrics

In a state suspended plates with plenty weight
I was moving like a di*khead had to get it straight
Ate bricks thru the day, I thought my friends were fake
Sipping Ricky my teeth still sh*tty from lemonade
People hit me up daily they think my sh*t is great
My sh*t is aids, I hate myself and I hate this place
Vivid dreams of cutting veins with razorblades
I wake up dazed and realise its the same old place
Same trackies for days
Same tracks that I make I wanna change but I'm scared that they'll hate what I say
Sadboy I'm still numb to the brain
Still f*ck with the same plug, it's still coming from Spain
Ran off on a few but they'd kill me unless i stay
If I died I wonder who would come to my grave
If I went back to jail today who'd be f*cking my bae
Paranoia got me thinking I'll get done by a snake
On surveillance any moment run thru by jakes
c*nts be fake and pretend that they something they ain't
Until they get caught in the heat and wanna run for the shade
Motherf*ckers want me chucked in a cage