In Vein lyrics

[Verse 1: Ricky Hil]
The only thing I pray is that I die in here
And the blood of my sins all by myself
Around my neck I tie my belt
Out of body I stand beside myself (I'm beside myself)
In time I might prevail begin white knuckle, biting nail
See my face so white and pale
I held it to my chin but the rifle fell
I cried and I whaled, I'm pus*y as hell
Dear God please just take me from here
I'm drinking Jim Beam and I chase with the beer
I hate it herе, I hate it there

[Verse 2: Ouija Macc]
Fill thе room up with smoke and I disappear (gone!)
Demons speaking in my dreams and they getting clear (uh!)
Give me top I'ma perv, I'ma persevere (let's go!)
Nowhere worse than here (nah!) when the curse appear (oh!)
I don't need no forgiveness I forgive myself (I do!)
I don't need my own permission when I kill myself (gone!)
Ain't nobody killed me yet so yeah I'm still myself (myself!)
If you want it done right you do the sh*t yourself
Ouija just a ghost but I be trapped inside my shell
Heaven doesn't want me I'd be claustrophobic there (no no)
Fire for eternity I guess I might as well
Look your God up in his face as I walk backwards into hell (Ouija!)