I Hate Doing This in Person lyrics

If you hurt me
Then i'm hurting
I think my medicine
Ain't working

I hate doing this
In person
I get a Marston
And then i worsen

Just wait until i ain't even here anymore
Wait until i ain't even here anymore
I can't even breathe cause you dont care anymore
The moment i need you ain't there any more
Ima sensitive
f*cking person
When you hurt me
Then i'm hurting
This isn't working
That's for certain
Ima leave earth for
f*cking certain
Just wait until i don't еven care anymore
I'll fall down thе stairs til i hit the floor
I'll p*ss on myself and it hits the floor
I wish that i wasn't a b*tch anymore
I'll leave earth but, first i worsen
I emerge in, all my burdens

Ill be ya slave baby
Ill be your servant
A better version i know i ain't deserving
Always looking for a high
For a high
For a high, yeah
Only time ill say goodbye
Say goodbye
Say goodbye, yeah
Don't you sometimes wonder why
Wonder why
Wonder why, yeah
I hear ya voice baby i wanna cry
Wanna cry
Wanna cry

If you hurt me
Then i'm hurting
I think my medicine
Ain't working