Don’t Understand lyrics

Put a flower on my grave
I promised my mama, I wouldn't die this way
But I might die today
Just promise me don't say
That it was supposed to be and end up this way
Alright Okay
Put a tag on my toe
I'm sad cause a hoe
Couldn't feel the void, but she left me with a hole
My head is like a hole
I won't crash, Left a Note
b*tch I woke up in the road

I find it hard to understand where I stand
I find it hard to understand where I stand
I know I can't be banned, na na na
I know I can't na na
I don't na na na na na na na
Ion understand, na na na
Ion understand, na na na
I don't na na na na na na na

My eyes bleeding
I ain't thinking bout leaving though
But if i did go, i'd leave you everything that I live for
Only thing i did know
Is this sh*t don't even matter
This sh*t will leave you sadder
Figure out what you're after
Cause if you don't then its worse when you find out after
I'm hiding Pain with Laughter
I find it hard to understand where I stand
I find it hard to understand where I stand
I know I can't be banned, na na na
I know I can't lala la.. la la la
I don't understand na na na na na na na
I don't understand, na na na
Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
? Say I won't ?
? Say I won't ?

Reversed:

I don't understand where i stand
I find it hard to understand where i stand
I know i can't be banned, na na na
I know i can't, na na na
I don't na na na na na na na
Ion understand, na na na
Ion understand, na na na
I don't na na na na na na na