I’m not as cool as him lyrics

You told me that u loved me ya u lied
My feelings on the table but u pushed them to the side
Tell my ma and pops that i been doing alright
The girl i thought i loved put a dagger 2 my eye

Turning up the radio inside my little car
Blasting state champs sing along and drive far
Packing all my bags
f*ck this place i can't stand it
Leaving town
Going out like a bandit

U ruined this town for me
Its not so hard to see that
You were in it for yourself not me

U ruined this town for me
I hope that u can see that ur the reason i hate everything
The reason i hate everything
But can i tell u honestly?
That i still love u in my dreams
Awaken by the thought that u rlly took it away from me

I know i couldn't ever b him :/