I'm inside out
No one cares
I'm inside out
No one's there
23 years in a cage
My sentence etched to skin
Displays the scenes my illness made
Calloused like a widow's feet
Following a god, she doesn't believe
As if communal wine could replace
The bitter love of a man she HATES
Desecrated by the hands I trust -
I feel so alone whenever I'm touched
As if the fear of seeming dull
Was enough to never
Stop
I stumble through my genes
My mouth: a flow of disgrace
Should I be ashamed of the blood or the drink?
I think
I think I wasted my mind
Ever worrying about my time
It fades intrusively -
My insides are out for all to see
I can't see anything
I'm inside out
No one cares
I'm inside out
There's no one f*cking there
I'm inside out
No one cares
(no one cares)
I'm inside out
(I'm inside out)
There's no one there
There's no one there